So our internet was down for like 50000000000000000000000 days...it was AWFUL hahahahaha....
We dropped my older sister off at college and then I spent the weekend helping move my little sister upstairs and clean my room. I have lots of rearranging to do but I want a desk b4 I do the rearranging bcuz I have a lot of stuff I want to put in a desk. Oh well...I just don't have a bed right now because it is full of crap. :P
So LABOR DAY WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!! yayyyyyy I can't wait for it to come....I'm trying to convince my mom that I need to go to Kewanee for Labor Day weekend and visit my "older brother"
Monday, August 29, 2011
Thursday, August 25, 2011
I'm awake I'm awake I'm awake
Soooooooooooo tireddddddddddddddddd....well I'm up 30minutes later than I had planned to be up? My little sister went through the trouble of waking me up at 1am so I was really not looking forward to waking up this early. Now I have to take a shower cause I'm all gross from walking home yesterday and I didn't find the time to yesterday since I was so tired after that walk. 6 miles really took a lot out of me cause I'm not used to walking it anymore! I will be since Paul is in cross country and I don't like to wait around school for an extra 2 hours. Just wait though...I'm gonna have to start doing that because HEY I'm in the hard classes this year for school and will probably have to get a lot of help with em....Oh well though, I would have something to do during school then....
After school my family is taking my older sister to college and won't be home til either late friday night or saturday sometime. I can't wait to get out of school for this....
After school my family is taking my older sister to college and won't be home til either late friday night or saturday sometime. I can't wait to get out of school for this....
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Ode to Early Bird PE
Well tmro is officailly marks the first day of early bird pe...I have to wake up at around 5:30-6'oclock in the morning and leave the house by 7. I'm only getting up at that time so that when my older sister leaves (which we take her to college on friday/tmro) I will be able to get up at that time to do the chores that I normally don't do. I'm going to be so tired tmro since I'm already really tired now and I got a semi decent night of sleep.
So yesterday I got all the walking that I needed for that day in when I followed my mother around at a cross country meet. We went back and forth between certain spots to cheer all the runners on and take pictures. I was the name giver, but it being the first meet of the year I haven't gotten everyone's names down yet so I'm still learning them. Oh and then we found out at the end that the person that we had thought was Kevin but then thought was Matt wasn't either one of those people! We did get his last name right at least :) and Kevin should get his butt back in cross country so we don't make that mistake next time!
So yesterday I got all the walking that I needed for that day in when I followed my mother around at a cross country meet. We went back and forth between certain spots to cheer all the runners on and take pictures. I was the name giver, but it being the first meet of the year I haven't gotten everyone's names down yet so I'm still learning them. Oh and then we found out at the end that the person that we had thought was Kevin but then thought was Matt wasn't either one of those people! We did get his last name right at least :) and Kevin should get his butt back in cross country so we don't make that mistake next time!
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
First Day of School
Well....today.....was.....my.....first.....day.....of.....my....junior.....year.....in....high.....school....
Can't I drop out of school now? :D hahahahahahaha it was awful! I'm ready to quit...then again I didn't go in with a very good attitude for school anyways because I was already ready for school to be over with. The only thing that I enjoyed was seeing all my friends again. The rest is something that I didn't really care about. What can I say? I don't like school....plus I'm having a really hard time putting my loud self away and bringing out the quiet me....its awful because I know that I need to be quiet and not talk...and yet I want to keep talking....I know better though. I know that I will just get bullied more if I talk so I can't talk. That's just how it goes...
Can't I drop out of school now? :D hahahahahahaha it was awful! I'm ready to quit...then again I didn't go in with a very good attitude for school anyways because I was already ready for school to be over with. The only thing that I enjoyed was seeing all my friends again. The rest is something that I didn't really care about. What can I say? I don't like school....plus I'm having a really hard time putting my loud self away and bringing out the quiet me....its awful because I know that I need to be quiet and not talk...and yet I want to keep talking....I know better though. I know that I will just get bullied more if I talk so I can't talk. That's just how it goes...
Monday, August 22, 2011
Grammar
Apparently my grammar sucks....gosh I never would have guessed :D :D :D I seriously already knew that though because my school doesn't exactly teach proper english! we just learn what we have to know in order to speak american english and that isn't exactly the best at times anyways! It's not like I really care if I'm understood anyways because even if I spoke properly I know that I still wouldn't be understood, so I don't even bother with the whole speaking properly thing. Just had to get that off my chest while there was a spare moment in the constant talking of the people in NERDFIGHTERS CHAT....
Last day of freedom
Well...school starts tomorrow, which I'm not pleased about. I wish summer would just go on forever and I wouldn't have to go back to school. I'm really not looking forward to going to school. So in the last week, I have had some fun with my friends, finally getting to see them again. :)
Last tuesday I went and saw Super 8 with Maddy, Ellen, and Mariah.
Then on Wednesday I went and chilled at the park all by myself all day and drew pictures when I started to get motion sickness from the swings (which greatly sucks). I drew some awesauce pictures though :D Oh! and at some point in time this week I started to use the word awesauce instead of awesome because it is just so awesauce.
On Thursday I was going to finally get to see Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2.
But then I was invited to hang out with my friends, Dylan, Ellen, Naea, Cody, lil bro Paul, and the person I hate, Ben, so I went there instead and had a great time...until the end when the person I hate (who is like a little brother to me) decided to slap my ass. He's so dead...
Today I might be finally going to see the movie that I so want to see, Mr. Poppers Penguins. I really really want to see it and have wanted to since the beginning of the summer. Kind of like I really want to see the Winnie the Pooh Bear movie :)
I haven't a clue if that's the actual trailer for the new winnie the pooh movie :D
Tomorrow while I'm in school my older sister (who we are taking to college on friday) is going to be picking my dad up from the airport, which reminds me I have this huge rant of how stupid strikes are that I need to get out of me pretty soon. But hey, the strike is over and my dad is coming home now :D
Last tuesday I went and saw Super 8 with Maddy, Ellen, and Mariah.
Then on Wednesday I went and chilled at the park all by myself all day and drew pictures when I started to get motion sickness from the swings (which greatly sucks). I drew some awesauce pictures though :D Oh! and at some point in time this week I started to use the word awesauce instead of awesome because it is just so awesauce.
On Thursday I was going to finally get to see Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2.
But then I was invited to hang out with my friends, Dylan, Ellen, Naea, Cody, lil bro Paul, and the person I hate, Ben, so I went there instead and had a great time...until the end when the person I hate (who is like a little brother to me) decided to slap my ass. He's so dead...
Today I might be finally going to see the movie that I so want to see, Mr. Poppers Penguins. I really really want to see it and have wanted to since the beginning of the summer. Kind of like I really want to see the Winnie the Pooh Bear movie :)
I haven't a clue if that's the actual trailer for the new winnie the pooh movie :D
Tomorrow while I'm in school my older sister (who we are taking to college on friday) is going to be picking my dad up from the airport, which reminds me I have this huge rant of how stupid strikes are that I need to get out of me pretty soon. But hey, the strike is over and my dad is coming home now :D
Friday, August 19, 2011
Whale Watching
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| Leaving for the ocean! |
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| There I am! |
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| Lighthouse! I love them :) |
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| Humpback Whale's tail |
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| Humpback Whale's Tail (same humpback whale all times) |
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| Fin Whale's rarely will show their tail. This one is diving for food. |
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| My Grandma looking for the whales. |
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| A Fin Whale I do believe.... |
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| Another Fin Whale I think |
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| Humpback Whale |
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| Heading back in from 14-17miles out on the Atlantic Ocean |
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| Granite State Candee Shop and Ice Cream in Concord...huge ice cream (strawberry) |
Ziplining. A 3hour canopy tour.
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| Our Group of Zipliners. |
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| Afterwords we went to 99 for food :) |
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| My cousin is coming in! |
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| Left to Right: Zach (cousin), Ray (Uncle/Godfather) |
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| This is at the very end. Ray is coming down here. |
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| Repealing. He's asking me if I trust him.... |
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| This is why he wanted to know...He pushed me off the edge! |
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| Mount Washington :) It was a beautiful view :) |
Up up and away
So I had my first plane ride on the 5th and it wasn't exactly fun but wasn't that bad. I slept pretty much the whole time. We didn't have any problems with making our connection and getting to New Hampshire without a glitch. We even managed to not lose our luggage.
So we are going to skip to the 7th. My birthday :) All I did that day was puzzles with my godmother and grandma while we waited for people to flock home. Then we went to a jail house for supper. It's a restaurant chain called Margarita's.
The day after my birthday, so the 8th, we went to Ben and Jerry's and had a factory tour. While we were taking this tour (which we couldn't take pictures of) we got to witness an ice cream backup where a lot of ice cream ended up on the floor so they had to throw it all away. I also learned that Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream got famous because when they were going around the USA their van blew up, getting them a place in the newspaper. So that's your history lesson of the day. After Ben and Jerry's we drove up to some town by the lake like body of water separating Vermont from New York and ate at a little restaurant. That is where the picture of Gnomeo with New York was taken.
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| Before being seated. |
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| We are eating in an old jail cell. |
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| The land in the distance is New York. This is Gnomeo |
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| :) Ben and Jerry's factory |
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| Flavor Graveyard! Godparents being zombies |
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| Gnomeo wants in on this! |
The day after my birthday, so the 8th, we went to Ben and Jerry's and had a factory tour. While we were taking this tour (which we couldn't take pictures of) we got to witness an ice cream backup where a lot of ice cream ended up on the floor so they had to throw it all away. I also learned that Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream got famous because when they were going around the USA their van blew up, getting them a place in the newspaper. So that's your history lesson of the day. After Ben and Jerry's we drove up to some town by the lake like body of water separating Vermont from New York and ate at a little restaurant. That is where the picture of Gnomeo with New York was taken.
Wierdness
1st off----I AM BACK :) and school starts in a week :c
2nd off---I wrote a "story" while I was gone.... here it is!
Once upon a time. There was a little boy named Kydi. He loved to eat people so he wud go around and eat ppl with no thought about the damage to the environment. One day he met another victim and decided he shud play with his food for awhile. So he took his victim to the circus and had a grand time. As he was walking her home that night, he went in for a bite and suddenly a girl stood between him and his victim. Growling he tried to push her to the side but she just turned to his victim and told her to run. Keeydis got very angry and pulled out a whip. "Seriously?" the girl muttered and knocked it to the ground. "Pick on someone your own strength next time Keeydis and i wont be back" she whispered before disappearing after his victim. Now Keeydis didnt want to give up his victim so he went after them. The girl appeared next to him as he chased his victim and she grabbed his elbow and
pulled him to a stop. "I said leave her alone did i not?" she glared at him angrily.
"whats it to you?" Keeydis hissed, eyes focused on his victim. "and who the hell are you?" The girl smiled, "Shes my sister and responsibility. You dont think i wud let u eat her do ya? Now i want you to just leave this town before I turn you in." She acted very serious as she said it and then made to leave again. Keeydis grabbed her hand tho and pulled her clore to him. "Humans cant do anything to me. And whats keeping me from eating you? I can eat you and then go after your sister!" "Bring it" she grinned instead of answering his question, and stole a kiss from him before running off again. Keeydis was frozen in shock and didnt see where she went so he went for the girls sister and the girl instantly appeared at his side with a pout. "You dont wanna play with me?" The girl looked confused and then angry. "I wasnt going to really turn you in. but if you dont leave my sister alone the council will hear about it. and they have a soft spot for her!" Keeydis reeled back
in terror and fled the scene, leaving the girl smirking after him. "Hey sis! You shouldnt play with your next victim like that!" Keeydis almost victim laughed. "Well he shouldnt threaten me, Lainey. Why did you let him anywhere near you! The council could find out and all will be lost." "dont think i didnt see you steal that kiss meirydear. You like him!"
2nd off---I wrote a "story" while I was gone.... here it is!
Once upon a time. There was a little boy named Kydi. He loved to eat people so he wud go around and eat ppl with no thought about the damage to the environment. One day he met another victim and decided he shud play with his food for awhile. So he took his victim to the circus and had a grand time. As he was walking her home that night, he went in for a bite and suddenly a girl stood between him and his victim. Growling he tried to push her to the side but she just turned to his victim and told her to run. Keeydis got very angry and pulled out a whip. "Seriously?" the girl muttered and knocked it to the ground. "Pick on someone your own strength next time Keeydis and i wont be back" she whispered before disappearing after his victim. Now Keeydis didnt want to give up his victim so he went after them. The girl appeared next to him as he chased his victim and she grabbed his elbow and
pulled him to a stop. "I said leave her alone did i not?" she glared at him angrily.
"whats it to you?" Keeydis hissed, eyes focused on his victim. "and who the hell are you?" The girl smiled, "Shes my sister and responsibility. You dont think i wud let u eat her do ya? Now i want you to just leave this town before I turn you in." She acted very serious as she said it and then made to leave again. Keeydis grabbed her hand tho and pulled her clore to him. "Humans cant do anything to me. And whats keeping me from eating you? I can eat you and then go after your sister!" "Bring it" she grinned instead of answering his question, and stole a kiss from him before running off again. Keeydis was frozen in shock and didnt see where she went so he went for the girls sister and the girl instantly appeared at his side with a pout. "You dont wanna play with me?" The girl looked confused and then angry. "I wasnt going to really turn you in. but if you dont leave my sister alone the council will hear about it. and they have a soft spot for her!" Keeydis reeled back
in terror and fled the scene, leaving the girl smirking after him. "Hey sis! You shouldnt play with your next victim like that!" Keeydis almost victim laughed. "Well he shouldnt threaten me, Lainey. Why did you let him anywhere near you! The council could find out and all will be lost." "dont think i didnt see you steal that kiss meirydear. You like him!"
Thursday, August 4, 2011
One last post
Well...I'm heading out on my next trip for the summer. My whole family currently hates me so I can't get away to visit with people that actually sort of like me. If it wasn't for the fact that I'm going with my grandma I wouldn't be going on this trip at all because the rentals are so pissed off at me. I also am taking my first airplane ride tomorrow with my grandma. I can't wait to get out of this house! My head is killing me....killer headache the size of Asia and Europe put together. and before it's asked....I have no clue why I used those continents :) So I will post when I get back from my trip. With all those pictures that I plan to take and maybe a few words to go with it.
Letter to Heaven
Dear Jake,
Happy 17th birthday kid. I miss you so much and knowing that you are up there instead of being down here for your 17th birthday makes me really sad. I wish you were here now, happy and breathing. Mostly just the breathing part, but then again if you were here I would want you to be happy also. I'm still working on the whole coping thing and other than this last week I'm getting better at coping with the fact that you are gone now. Actually, I'm lying...I'm not getting any better at coping with you not being there anymore. When I'm in large crowds of people sometimes I swear that I see you there, but then when I can see the person better I see that it isn't you and my heart breaks all over again.
I know that I wasn't really a close friend and that I didn't know you very well or anything, but you still affected me when you left. Heck you affected me when you were still around too hun, chemistry class was a lot funner with you there.
Have fun in heaven today on your birthday and don't party too hard :) would hate for you to get too tired to enjoy your birthday.
Sincerly,
the lost child
Mildred.
Happy 17th birthday kid. I miss you so much and knowing that you are up there instead of being down here for your 17th birthday makes me really sad. I wish you were here now, happy and breathing. Mostly just the breathing part, but then again if you were here I would want you to be happy also. I'm still working on the whole coping thing and other than this last week I'm getting better at coping with the fact that you are gone now. Actually, I'm lying...I'm not getting any better at coping with you not being there anymore. When I'm in large crowds of people sometimes I swear that I see you there, but then when I can see the person better I see that it isn't you and my heart breaks all over again.
I know that I wasn't really a close friend and that I didn't know you very well or anything, but you still affected me when you left. Heck you affected me when you were still around too hun, chemistry class was a lot funner with you there.
Have fun in heaven today on your birthday and don't party too hard :) would hate for you to get too tired to enjoy your birthday.
Sincerly,
the lost child
Mildred.
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Day 3 of Roadtrip out east
Okay so on day 3 of the road trip.....we went to the titanic museum and Ripley's aquarium. I survived the titanic....my siblings didn't....my mum did.....At the aquarium you cud pet crabs...I didn't want to get crabs though so I didn't pet them :D
Yes I have a problem with using a huge amount of pictures at times.....even though they aren't the best pictures out there....This is the only titanic picture that I have though because they refused to let us take pictures in the museum because of the artifacts and all. I also had to have my phone turned off the whole time because of their security system....It was a pretty kool museum though.
Also...at the titanic museum...we got huge lollipops :D I love lollipops personally so I was THRILLED that I got a huge super colorful lollipop.
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| Jellyfish!!!!!!!!!!! :) |
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| These sea horses tied themselves together :) |
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| Random waterfall at the aquarium |
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| Jellyfish! which reminds me of the Julian Smith Jellyfish Video |
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| Random fishies...we were on a conveyor belt and went through the aquarium like that.... |
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| Catfish? I think.....you can see my mum and lil sister in the reflection.... |
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| I can't remember what these are....but they didn't look real. |
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| until I walked around and saw this guys face...he was moving actually |
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| SHARK! |
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| Sworded SHARK RUN!!!!!!!!!!! :) |
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| Left to Right: Quincy (my lil sister), Mildred (ME!), Charles (my lil photoshy brother) |
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| This is my lollipop...I ate it in a day :D can you say cavities? :) :) |
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Day 2 of roadtrip
Okay so I'm really in the mood to talk right now. So I will tell you what happened on day 2 of the roadtrip I took with my little bro and sista and my mum to pick up my other lil bro. We went to the Cincinnati zoo and walked around in the pouring rain and looked at animals. It was a blast...until the end when my siblings decided to start fighting their heads off each other....
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| CAMEL!!!!!!!!!!!! :) |
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| Przewalski's Horse |
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| Baboons...I actually have no clue what monkeys those are :) |
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| RHINO! I swear it's true. |
Do you luv so and so?
I think there is something wrong with me. People don't understand me...and of course I don't understand that so when I just start talking and talking and talking and talking I don't understand why people get pissed off at me. for example...I was asking my friends if they luved so and so....I meant it as a joke and I didn't even spell Love right so I wasn't actually being serious....but now a whole bunch of people are mad at me! and I would like to say that YES I knew that some of them had girlfriends....I was asking for the hell of it. Oh and then of course when I said that they hated so and so....they really really really got pissed off. I just don't understand it. I must not be human or something because I don't understand how people think or how I'm supposed to act around people. I'm just trying to be my goddamn self and people just get so frikken pissed off at me for being myself. I don't understand I don't understand I don't understand.
Then again I don't understand like ANYTHING that happens around me or that I do or anything of the sort. Like how I don't understand how this computer works or how the mail system works or anything like that. And I really don't get why every time I think about a knife or gun or watch a tv show that is a full out "let's shoot this person" show that I can feel it....in my head...or where ever the knife/gun goes.....it's horrible you know....just horrible...
I think I really am going insane or something. Or at least that's what I think. I also think that people really hate me because I don't get why they are so mad at me right now. I thought that everyone who was my friend would understand that I was joking....I don't understand why it didn't seem like I was joking because I thought it was so clear...... :c I'm so wishing I was on my medicine right now but I'm scared to go back on them...is that sad? That I'm scared to go back on my anti-depression medicine? I never even told anyone I wasn't taking it....
Then again I don't understand like ANYTHING that happens around me or that I do or anything of the sort. Like how I don't understand how this computer works or how the mail system works or anything like that. And I really don't get why every time I think about a knife or gun or watch a tv show that is a full out "let's shoot this person" show that I can feel it....in my head...or where ever the knife/gun goes.....it's horrible you know....just horrible...
I think I really am going insane or something. Or at least that's what I think. I also think that people really hate me because I don't get why they are so mad at me right now. I thought that everyone who was my friend would understand that I was joking....I don't understand why it didn't seem like I was joking because I thought it was so clear...... :c I'm so wishing I was on my medicine right now but I'm scared to go back on them...is that sad? That I'm scared to go back on my anti-depression medicine? I never even told anyone I wasn't taking it....
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