Okay. So my family sucks. big time. I haven't been on the laptop all day, I've had to use my mothers to type up my stories. Now I need the tabs that I saved on the laptop and my fucking brothers, who have had the laptop since last night, won't give me the damn thing. I mean seriously! what the FUCK IS THERE PROBLEM!?!?!?!?!
Yes I know that I'm being really immature about this. But I don't give a fuck. They are complete asses. All they want to do is play fucking games and now they are just sitting in my parents room watching James Bond and being on the laptop at the same time. I have work to do and I can't do it without my fucking tabs!
Oh and to make it even better. My mother told them to get off the computers and they didn't. they just ignored her. She didn't even bother to make sure they got off. She told them to get off and then went to take a bath. My dad didn't do ANYTHING! I mean WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO PARENTS BEING ON THE SAME PAGE?!?! My fucking father is always on the boys's side...on EVERYTHING. It's so fucking fucked up. Who wants to fucking switch families with me. Because I am so fed up with mine right now.
.....Rant over for now....THOUGH I AM STILL FUCKING PISSED AT MY FAMILY.
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Happy New Year's Eve!
There's a few more hours until it's 2012 again! So just had to wish you a happy new year's eve before it's over :)
DoomsDay is less than a year away now just so you all know. I am going to survive though because guess what! According to a facebook quiz I don't die until 2019 when I get kidnapped by Santa Clause...That's going to be a fun time when it arrives.
Tonight all I plan on doing it writing and reading. I have to read a whole bunch of stuff for my British Literature class. I'm currently reading Sherlock Holmes as the book I'm going to use for a book report. In class we are also reading a Tale of Two Cities. I don't really like that book.
I might work on my presentation on MoonBows that will be due the day that I get back for Earth Science tonight as well. I'm a rather lazy person though, so I probably won't due it until the day before school starts back up. I have more important things, like writing, to do during break.
So as I said....HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bring on 2012....I'm sure it will be so much better than 2011 was....and 2010.....jeez I've had a bad time these last couple of years XD But let's put the past behind us and get on with living. 2012 is a new year and time for new enjoyments. :) <3
Tonight all I plan on doing it writing and reading. I have to read a whole bunch of stuff for my British Literature class. I'm currently reading Sherlock Holmes as the book I'm going to use for a book report. In class we are also reading a Tale of Two Cities. I don't really like that book.
I might work on my presentation on MoonBows that will be due the day that I get back for Earth Science tonight as well. I'm a rather lazy person though, so I probably won't due it until the day before school starts back up. I have more important things, like writing, to do during break.
So as I said....HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bring on 2012....I'm sure it will be so much better than 2011 was....and 2010.....jeez I've had a bad time these last couple of years XD But let's put the past behind us and get on with living. 2012 is a new year and time for new enjoyments. :) <3
James Bond 007
Well for some reason we are watching James Bond movies. The reason actually is because I have never seen them and we have nothing else to do. And by We I mean my mum and I. XD So far we have watched four of the movies. This isn't the order of the movies that I've watched them in. I'm currently watching Moonraker.
Goldfinger,
Never Say Never Again,
Moonraker,
Thunderball.
Never Say Never Again and Thunderball are like the same movies I swear.
They both have Domino. They both have Largo. They both have bomb problems where the bad guys get the bombs and then want to get money so that they don't blow anything up. They both have a heck of a lot of scuba diving. They both have shark attacks. They both have Domino's brother working for the bad guys and then the bad guys killing him. They both have Domino killing somehow who is about to kill James Bond. She kills them with a harpoon gun both times. The bombs are transported in the water. There is a lot of gun fighting. It's really rather oh that's going to happen oh that's going to happen. I could tell you the whole plot of the second movie because of the first one. That's how closely they resembled each other.
I wasn't thrilled with that, because I like to be kept guessing and I don't like to know whats going on right away. It has to take time! It should at least.....
Goldfinger,
They both have Domino. They both have Largo. They both have bomb problems where the bad guys get the bombs and then want to get money so that they don't blow anything up. They both have a heck of a lot of scuba diving. They both have shark attacks. They both have Domino's brother working for the bad guys and then the bad guys killing him. They both have Domino killing somehow who is about to kill James Bond. She kills them with a harpoon gun both times. The bombs are transported in the water. There is a lot of gun fighting. It's really rather oh that's going to happen oh that's going to happen. I could tell you the whole plot of the second movie because of the first one. That's how closely they resembled each other.
I wasn't thrilled with that, because I like to be kept guessing and I don't like to know whats going on right away. It has to take time! It should at least.....
Friday, December 30, 2011
WS SW
Writing and Sleeping. Sleeping and Writing. That's all I get to do for the next couple of days (plus the homework I have yet to do). I have gotten 2 chapters done for my Stab in the Dark story last night alone, well this morning also since I stayed up until around 4 in the morning. XD
I'm thinking that I definitely need to work on my other stories and not just that one now that NaNoWriMo is over. The problem is that I don't like where most of my stories are going and just want to restart them. I have a strict no restarting until the story is over policy to follow though, since I need a basis for restarting on anyways. So I have to just keep writing it full aware that I will be restarting it soon as I finish writing it. That isn't much incentive to keep writing though. I'll get there though. So after I finish the chapter that I'm currently working on in A Stab in the Dark, I'm going to work on Child Snatchers. I'm thinking I'll write a chapter a day for all my stories, like on Monday I will write a chapter for let's say FML FTL (I really need to come up with a better name for that story) and then so on.....Just so all my stories are getting update frequently on Wattpad. I thought I would share an exert from A Stab in the Dark with you now....So here it is XD
I'm thinking that I definitely need to work on my other stories and not just that one now that NaNoWriMo is over. The problem is that I don't like where most of my stories are going and just want to restart them. I have a strict no restarting until the story is over policy to follow though, since I need a basis for restarting on anyways. So I have to just keep writing it full aware that I will be restarting it soon as I finish writing it. That isn't much incentive to keep writing though. I'll get there though. So after I finish the chapter that I'm currently working on in A Stab in the Dark, I'm going to work on Child Snatchers. I'm thinking I'll write a chapter a day for all my stories, like on Monday I will write a chapter for let's say FML FTL (I really need to come up with a better name for that story) and then so on.....Just so all my stories are getting update frequently on Wattpad. I thought I would share an exert from A Stab in the Dark with you now....So here it is XD
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Thursday, December 29, 2011
Annoyances
So I have had this annoying person texting me quite a while now, and he has gotten on my nerves. My younger brother, Paul, doesn't have his own cellphone so people just text me in order to get a hold of him. Well it really annoys me, I mean they can just call the house phone if they want to talk to him that bad. Plus Paul has his ipod texting application that he can use, so if they aren't getting a reply from that that probably means he either doesn't have internet access (which if he doesn't he obviously isn't at the house with me) or he doesn't want to talk to them. So why on earth would I be texted by Hunter that Paul needs to look at his ipod text from him. I mean really, I am not a messenger. As Hermione reminds Harry in Harry Potter Goblet of Fire...I am not a owl!
So anyways, he kept telling me to tell Paul this. I kept saying I was busy, because I was reading and no one messes with me when I'm reading. It's a known fact I get grumpy when I am reading if I get interrupted. I didn't relay the message, but then again, Paul wasn't home. Anyways, Hunter didn't even say please, so why should I be inclined to go out of my way to find my brother just to tell him Hunter sent him a text? I feel like that's not right.
I am a little annoyed right now....
So anyways, he kept telling me to tell Paul this. I kept saying I was busy, because I was reading and no one messes with me when I'm reading. It's a known fact I get grumpy when I am reading if I get interrupted. I didn't relay the message, but then again, Paul wasn't home. Anyways, Hunter didn't even say please, so why should I be inclined to go out of my way to find my brother just to tell him Hunter sent him a text? I feel like that's not right.
I am a little annoyed right now....
Michael Henry & Justin Robinett+Wattpad Story
Okay, so while reading this amazing story on wattpad....I noticed in the side bar thing that has the youtube video that goes with the chapter, and decided to listen to it. I mean sometimes it adds a whole lot of effect if you are listening to it, well I just was introduced to these amazing singers from this. So here is some of their videos.
Justin is the one that makes the faces while singing ^.^ Oh and he also is the one of the left in the last video.
So the story on wattpad that I found these guys on, was an amazing story. Like it was awesome. The author made a trailer for the book, so here is that.
After you watch that trailer, I'm sure you will be curious on the story right? It really is a good story, I couldn't stop reading it. So here is the link to the story for when you want to read it ^.^
http://www.wattpad.com/1652953-the-zachary-donovan-enigma-watty-awards-the
Oh and this is the summary that is in the side bar thing on the wattpad link....in case you wanted to read more before you went and enjoyed the story.
Justin is the one that makes the faces while singing ^.^ Oh and he also is the one of the left in the last video.
So the story on wattpad that I found these guys on, was an amazing story. Like it was awesome. The author made a trailer for the book, so here is that.
After you watch that trailer, I'm sure you will be curious on the story right? It really is a good story, I couldn't stop reading it. So here is the link to the story for when you want to read it ^.^
http://www.wattpad.com/1652953-the-zachary-donovan-enigma-watty-awards-the
Oh and this is the summary that is in the side bar thing on the wattpad link....in case you wanted to read more before you went and enjoyed the story.
The Zachary Donovan Enigma; may seem like your typical cliche, but all is not what it seems....
The story, in a nutshell:
Zach and Cassie used to be good friends.
But now Zach hates Cassie.
And no one really understands why.
Zachary Donovan has a secret.
The fact he hates Cassie, is no secret.
His secret is bigger than you think.
And you wouldn’t have believed it if he told you.
Cassie doesn’t know it yet,
but the secret involves her.
The story, in a nutshell:
Zach and Cassie used to be good friends.
But now Zach hates Cassie.
And no one really understands why.
Zachary Donovan has a secret.
The fact he hates Cassie, is no secret.
His secret is bigger than you think.
And you wouldn’t have believed it if he told you.
Cassie doesn’t know it yet,
but the secret involves her.
So there is the story's summary, go read it already if you haven't already :) Peer Pressure here...just in case you hadn't noticed that one :)
Hockey Game+FunStuff
So today I decided that I was going to work on my stories (it never actually happened of course). I plan on working on them in a little bit... We were going to our grandma's so I got all of my stories together and put them in my backpack. With only my stories, and not all them mind you just the ones I wanted, my backpack weighed almost 30lbs. I have a lot of writing stuff. So we went to my grandma's and my little brother, CharChar (Charles) went and got into her broom cupboard. He stayed in there almost the whole time, sometimes with a chair in front of it to keep him in there just for the heck of it.
After we went to my grandma's, we went home. On the way home Abigail told me that she wanted me to sing Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars at her wedding when she gets married. We love that song. :)
Then after we got home, we went and picked up Naea, for another night out with her. We went to Naea's first hockey game. It had been awhile since Abigail, CharChar, and I had been to a RoughRiders game as well.
It was a lot of fun and the RoughRiders won during a shootout at the end because they went into overtime. My little brother, CharChar, kept giving us a running commentary of the game. Hockey is where you hit the puck with sticks in case you didn't know....his words not mine. And the horse is the RoughRider's mascot, again his words not mine. It was a blast (in the past XD).
After the game we went to get some half priced appetizer's at Applebee's.
Abigail, older sister, got the Boneless wings, southern BBQ style. They were really good. Naea got some burger and mozzarella sticks. She was dying while trying to eat because we kept saying stuff that would send her laughing and laughing and laughing. We just couldn't stop either because it's so fun. Plus we did decide yesterday that we are hugging her when we make her laugh because her lungs start to hug her and that's our doing!
I almost said what I wanted right....I just can't say Artichoke for some reason. I got the Spinach and Artichoke Dip ^.^ It's yummy.
After we went to my grandma's, we went home. On the way home Abigail told me that she wanted me to sing Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars at her wedding when she gets married. We love that song. :)
Then after we got home, we went and picked up Naea, for another night out with her. We went to Naea's first hockey game. It had been awhile since Abigail, CharChar, and I had been to a RoughRiders game as well.
After the game we went to get some half priced appetizer's at Applebee's.
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Happy Feet 2
So darlings I went and watched Happy Feet 2 today, and let me tell you it is a adorable kids movie. I greatly enjoyed it. It had me laughing almost the whole time.
It's about Mumbles going off to find his kid, Erik, who had run away because he couldn't dance and didn't feel like he belonged. When they got back home though, they couldn't get in because there was a huge iceberg that had rammed into the entrance. So Mumbles and his son, plus a few other penguins, have to figure out how to get everyone out of there so they can stay alive. It's adorable really, and my summary of it doesn't do it justice. There's these two Krill in it! Oh my goodness are the krill hilarious. Brad Pitt plays one of the krill, random fact right there. The krill break out into random song and they have the funniest quotes. Like, "You're one in a krillion." Will (Brad Pitt) and Bill (some person) leave their family of krill because they see that they are only there to be eaten and don't want to be eaten. They go out to find a better place....it just makes the movie so much funny with they coming up every once in a while.
After I watched Happy Feet 2 with my sister, Abigail, and my rental sister, Naea we went to Panera for supper.
They called me Bildred instead of Mildred when I placed my order, and completely misspelled Naea's name. It was a great time though, so many jokes made. Naea, who has a hard time eating around me and Abigail, was dying of laughter as always. Which was exactly what Abigail and me had planned on doing. It was great.
All in all, I must say that yesterday was a great day, since I am now looking at a clock and realizing that it is Wednesday and not Tuesday. I might be going to a hockey game today, maybe, if Abigail decides to let me go. Maybe we will go bowling too. You never know what might go down when Abigail is back from college!
After I watched Happy Feet 2 with my sister, Abigail, and my rental sister, Naea we went to Panera for supper.
All in all, I must say that yesterday was a great day, since I am now looking at a clock and realizing that it is Wednesday and not Tuesday. I might be going to a hockey game today, maybe, if Abigail decides to let me go. Maybe we will go bowling too. You never know what might go down when Abigail is back from college!
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Merry Christmas
Well Merry Christmas everyone :) Hope you have had a wonderful Christmas Day and Chrsitmas Eve....oh and I hope you are having happy holidays if you don't celebrate Christmas. So one of my friends and me are showing each other boots, I blame him for starting this...So have some random pictures of the boots that I like. I call them....HOOKER BOOTS :)
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Saturday, December 24, 2011
Quote #11 Type of Day
Have you ever had the type of day
where no one has done anything wrong to you,
yet you want to punch them in the face anyway?
Yeah, I'm there.
where no one has done anything wrong to you,
yet you want to punch them in the face anyway?
Yeah, I'm there.
"Hey!" he called to her as she hurried down the hallway. He had just ran out of the world history class room when he saw her run past. He knew she was upset about something and he wanted to help her. Then again, if he didn't want to help why would he consider himself her boyfriend. "Come on Carmen," he called when she ignored him and kept running.
"Don't bother," she muttered when he caught up to her and grabbed a hold of her arm. She ripped her arm from him and ran away from him. He followed her at a slower pace this time, knowing where she was going he took a shortcut. As she was running around a corner that he was waiting for her at, he grabbed a hold of her again. Pulling her into a hug, he walked her into an empty classroom and closed the door behind him.
"What's wrong Carmen?" He quietly asked, not letting her go. She just stood there shaking in his arms.
"Let me alone Seamus," Carmen stated, starting to fight in his arms. She just needed to get out of there. She was just having a bad day today and he wasn't going to help it.
"Tell me what's wrong," he demanded, holding onto her but at arms length by the shoulder so he could see her.
"Well Seamus, have you ever had one of those days where no one has done anything wrong to you, yet you just want to punch them in the face anyway? I'm there right now and you should really just leave me alone!" Carmen fibbed with a glare.
"Don't lie to me, I know you aren't telling the truth," Seamus growled.
"Just leave me alone," She muttered with a sigh. She wasn't trying to get away from him anymore and he could tell she was on the verge of crying.
"Carmen love," he quietly sighed, bringing up his hand to brush her hair behind her ear. "Please tell me what's wrong so I can fix it."
"Nothings wrong?" Carmen replied, the question evident in her voice.
"Because I believe that, come on deary you can tell me," Seamus looked lovingly at his girlfriend, wanting to help her and make her smile. He didn't like to see her upset. It upset him.
"Don't be mad," Carmen ordered after being quiet for a few minutes. Seamus nodded, not saying anything, just waiting for her to continue. "Okay well as you know I was in gym class."
"The class with Ingrid," he sighed, knowing what was coming. He had forgotten she was in gym class that hour. Then again it had just went over his head what hour they were in at the moment.
"Yes the class with Ingrid," Carmen repeated, turning away from Seamus and starting to walk to the windows in the classroom.
"What did she do this time?"
"You should know since you're so popular and all," Carmen muttered angrily. Seamus was by her side almost instantly, whipping her around to face him. His face was contorted in fury as he tried to get control of his anger at what she had just said.
"Carmen you don't mean that," he growled. Carmen didn't seem to realize what she had said was having such an effect on him.
"What don't I mean?" Carmen sarcastically jeered, looking angrily at her boyfriend. They had this fight almost every time Ingrid did something to Carmen and it always ended with him winning. She was just so mad at him for it.
"You don't mean to imply that I had something to do with what Ingrid did to you, which I would like to point out I haven't a clue what she did!"
"Well why don't you go ask all your jocky friends? The ones that you actually like."
"Carmen Jay Newner," Seamus growled.
Carmen cut in before he could continue with what he was going to say, "Don't Carmen Jay Newner me! I know what my name is. Now scram Seamus and go hang out with the friends that you like as I just said. There's no reason to argue with me about this when you don't even want to be here." Seamus took a step back because of what she had said, his anger evaporating quickly.
"Carmen, what did Ingrid say to you?" he sighed. Carmen turned away from him quickly, realizing that he wasn't going to fight with her this time and not wanting him to look at her right now. What Ingrid had just said was painful to remember, she didn't really want to remember it. Seamus took a hold of her arm and gently spun her back around to face him. She was shaking again, trying to contain her emotions. "Carmen I know she did something to upset you, so why don't you just tell me. What is it that you think I might get mad about?"
"She told me," Carmen started, cutting off when her throat closed up as a tear rolled down her cheek. Carmen tried again, "She told me." Carmen stopped again.
"Carmen it can't be that bad," Seamus murmured, rubbing her shoulders as more tears followed the first one down her face. "Come on, tell me."
"She told me that you didn't really love me," Carmen rushed out. "She told me that you were just dating me to get in my pants because of a bet between you and your friends. She told me that you are actually in love with her and the hours of the day that you don't hang out with me you are with her and all your friends."
"Carmen honey, you're crying about that?" Seamus smiled at her, pulling her into a hug. Whispering in his ear he continued, "Carmen I love you and Ingrid was lying." Then he pulled away from her, holding her at arms length again with a teasing smile on his face, "And as a previous player you know I could get in your pants if I wanted to without a problem." Carmen smiled through her tears and backhanded him in the chest without any force behind it.
"Behave Seamus," Carmen frowned then, "and way to make me feel stupid for being upset about this."
"Sorry darling," Seamus joined her in frowning. "But you know I love you and I can't believe that after everything Ingrid has said to you that this is what bothers you."
"Well sorry for feeling this way," Carmen muttered, throwing her hands up in the air between the two of them. Seamus continued to frown, knowing she still was feeling like what Ingrid had said was true. "Will you go away know that you know what she said?"
"No I will not, because you are an idiot Carmen," Seamus looked at her with his loving eyes, wanting to convey that to her. "You really can be an idiot."
"Thanks," Carmen growled, turning away from him and trying to walk away. He didn't let her get away. Instead he wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled her back to him. Whispering in her ear since she was that close he told her what he had to say.
"Carmen listen to me, Ingrid is just jealous. She doesn't approve of me and she really doesn't approve of the fact that I am dating a loser. Don't say anything, I don't think of you as a loser. I think of you as the beautiful young lady that you are who is always caring and sweet. There's no way in hell I would want to date anyone but you. I love you and I don't see myself stop loving you anytime soon. Don't listen to her ever again. Ever."
"Oh how sweet," a voice behind them sneered. Seamus felt Carmen freeze and straighten up, same as he did. Except he was angry at the person behind him, angry at her for putting his girl in this state. "Such a loving moment between the loser and the ever so popular basketball player. How does it feel to have such a loving moment that only lasts for a few minutes before he leaves you?" Carmen didn't answer Ingrid, she didn't even try to turn around. Seamus didn't force her to either, and wasn't willing to let go of her so he didn't turn to face Ingrid in his anger.
"Carmen, ignore her remember," Seamus warned, turning his head slightly but not his body. Ingrid was far enough away that she couldn't hear what they were whispering. Seamus raised his voice so Ingrid could hear what he said next. "Ingrid you need to leave Carmen alone. You know that she's mine so respect that and back off."
Ingrid didn't even stay in the room any longer, knowing that her blow to Carmen had shaken her to the core. Ingrid really was an evil bitch to Carmen.
"Now Carmen," Seamus turned his attention to Carmen once Ingrid left. "What have you to say for yourself?"
"So you don't go and hang out with her?" Carmen whispered quietly, feeling ashamed for asking. She just had to know though.
"I have hung out with her when I'm out with my jocky friends as you put it that you don't like. I have never hung out with her alone since I broke up with her two years ago though. Happy?"
"I suppose so, but if I find out your lying...."
"You're going to send your leopard after me?" Seamus smiled, spinning Carmen around to face him.
"Exactly," she smiled.
"I'm so scared," Seamus chuckled, pulling her even closer to him.
"You should be," she whispered as Seamus stole a kiss from her.
"Oh I am, now what do you say about skipping school for the rest of the day?" Seamus murmured against her lips, grazing them before he stole another kiss.
"Hmm, let's get out of here," Carmen smiled happily, twining her fingers in his.
"Let us go you beautiful girl, and never use the excuse of," Seamus took on her tone of voice in a mocking way as he repeated exactly what she had said to him, "have you ever had one of those days where no one has done anything wrong to you, yet you just want to punch them in the face anyway? I'm there." Carmen hit him with their entwined hands as they walked out of the classroom and towards the school exit.
"Behave," Carmen smiled. He could mimic almost anyone perfectly and it was a fun game that they played so often.
"My house or yours?" he inquired when they reached his car.
"Mine has the big screen so mine of course," Carmen stated like it was a stupid question.
"I figured, but it's polite to ask and you know it." Seamus replied, opening the passenger's door for Carmen and helping her in before going around to the other side. Once he was in the car and driving out of the parking lot, definitely speeding, he continued, "So are we watching Action or Romance?"
"You're choice, long as I don't have to go back to school today," Carmen stated.
"Action then."
"You got it."
Christmas Eve
So today is the day before Christmas....Christmas Eve. I am greatly entertained by the fact that I'm still up and I'm not really tired. I'm just really bored, and no one else is really up still. I mean some people are still awake, but they aren't exactly the most talkative and I really want to talk because I find myself really hyper right now, between coughing up a storm that is. I'm watching a really stupid show on television. I can't even tell you what it's called :D!
Christmas time is coming dun dun dunna dun dunnnnnnnnnnn :)
Friday, December 23, 2011
Reasons why Periods Suck
1. after sitting down for a while, you stand up and suddenly it feels like freaking niagra falls.
2. you want to hit everyone...in the face...with a shovel.
3. you cry so much for random stupid reasons.
4. you crave random crap, that you don't own.
5. when someone corrects you, you feel like shoving a wii remote down there throats.
6. when you lose at something, you scream "SCREW THIS" and walk away really angry.
7. you fall asleep...when you're not even that TIRED.
8. you feel like you want to just stab yourself 600 times in 'that' area.
9. you want to just shove a freaking towel up 'that' area.
10. NO white pants that week.
11. remember that cute pair of undies you got? runied. for. life.
12. everybody is annoying, not matter WHAT they do, or say.
13. when you DON'T get to go to the bathroom, because your teacher says "no" you want to scream in their face, and say "I'M ON MY FREAKING PERIOD OKAY?".
14. boys are 10x more annoying.
15. those stupid- pad/tampon commercials that have all those girls who are 'HAPPY' when they get their periods, make you annoyed.
16. chocolate and ice cream are your best friends.
17. the cramps you get feel like your being punched in the stomach 8 times.
18. when you think you're finally 'done' you take off the weapons of tampons/pads.....5 minutes later you check. not done, not done at all.
19. you don't care about anything BUT food.
20. you wish you weren't a girl.
21. when you wake up in the morning, and go to the bathroom, and your toilet looks like a freaking bowl of Hawaiian Punch.
If you are any of these...read on...
You're depressed.
You lost someone who meant a lot to you.
You got your heart broken recently.
You're a victim of bullying.
You feel invisible.
You've had/have suicidal thoughts.
You hate yourself.
You think you're ugly.
You've been called names.
You've been stabbed in back.
You've been replaced by someone you thought cared about you.
You feel worthless sometimes.
You wish you could be someone else.
You think you're a waste of space.
Let me tell you something, gorgeous. If you are still reading this because of one of those things, I want to tell you this You shouldn't feel this way at all. I want you to look in the mirror. I want you to feel your heart beating. I want you to think of all the people who love you. To them, you're perfect. To me, you're perfect.
Don't bring yourself down.
You're. beautiful.
Trust me.
You lost someone who meant a lot to you.
You got your heart broken recently.
You're a victim of bullying.
You feel invisible.
You've had/have suicidal thoughts.
You hate yourself.
You think you're ugly.
You've been called names.
You've been stabbed in back.
You've been replaced by someone you thought cared about you.
You feel worthless sometimes.
You wish you could be someone else.
You think you're a waste of space.
Let me tell you something, gorgeous. If you are still reading this because of one of those things, I want to tell you this You shouldn't feel this way at all. I want you to look in the mirror. I want you to feel your heart beating. I want you to think of all the people who love you. To them, you're perfect. To me, you're perfect.
Don't bring yourself down.
You're. beautiful.
Trust me.
Phone Rules
PHONE RULES
1. If you don't get the number directly from that person, don't call them. It's creepy..
2. If you want to say something mean, throw in an LOL.
3. Don't put me on hold for a long time, I'll hang up on your ass.
4. Don't hmu just for me to solve your problems, then never text me again.
5. If someone doesn't answer you, don't keep texting them.
6. Don't take forever to text back. You text me, I answer right away, 20 minutes later, you answer. Like, no.
7. When you call, and I miss it. Then I call you back and you don't answer. Dude, what the hell?
8. I hate when someone texts me first, and I text back then they don't reply.
9. Don't call me late at night, i love my sleep .. unless i like you, then that's fine;)
10. I hate bad grammar. LykkeE diiS.
11. No chain messages, they're annoying as hell.
12. Don't take my phone, and don't look through my messages.
13. Don't K me ¬¬
14. No 1 letter/word texts.
1. If you don't get the number directly from that person, don't call them. It's creepy..
2. If you want to say something mean, throw in an LOL.
3. Don't put me on hold for a long time, I'll hang up on your ass.
4. Don't hmu just for me to solve your problems, then never text me again.
5. If someone doesn't answer you, don't keep texting them.
6. Don't take forever to text back. You text me, I answer right away, 20 minutes later, you answer. Like, no.
7. When you call, and I miss it. Then I call you back and you don't answer. Dude, what the hell?
8. I hate when someone texts me first, and I text back then they don't reply.
9. Don't call me late at night, i love my sleep .. unless i like you, then that's fine;)
10. I hate bad grammar. LykkeE diiS.
11. No chain messages, they're annoying as hell.
12. Don't take my phone, and don't look through my messages.
13. Don't K me ¬¬
14. No 1 letter/word texts.
In three months....
This is what my brother is going to sound like in three months...I have high expectations for him ^.^
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
So I completely totally love the show Buffy the Vampire Slayer. There is like no denying it. I watched every single season except for the seventh one last school year sometime and now I just watched the seventh season. I don't know why it took me so long to get around to watching it, but OH MY GOD I am very upset now. Spoiler Alert for the very last episode of Buffy EVER just so you are aware. <.<
My favorite character in the whole show was Spike. He was frikken awesome. He was kick ass, sweet, bad, good, evil, somewhat romantic (very very somewhat). He got his soul back just for Buffy because he loved her. He saved the world and DIED saving the world. He helped make it possible to save the world too, because Buffy was ready to give up but he just talked her right back up. Buffy and him were great together. I really didn't want him to die. I didn't expect him to die either because in the comic Season 8 wikipedia, it says that Spike is in it and he comes back and blah blah blah. So I thought he would live through it and then Buffy would realize how much she loved him and all that. I can't believe he is deaddddd :c :c :c *sad face*
At least the world was saved I guess? Anya died too.....I didn't like that one either because she was supposed to get back together with Xander. They were great together as well. Faith and Wood are gonna have to just get together for both couples now. I can't believe that Xander didn't even seem too terribly upset at the lose of his girl.
I have a problem with people dying in shows/books that I like! They just shouldn't be allowed to die if I like them. Like the whole Fred thing in Harry Potter you know.....So anyways I must get on with watching more shows, I am watching Angel now. I got to see all the places that Buffy and Angel (the shows not the people) cross like the wikipedias said they did (I liked to read all the wikipedia summaries and then any other information on the page when I was watching the shows)
Winter Break is going to see me watching Angel like crazy.
My favorite character in the whole show was Spike. He was frikken awesome. He was kick ass, sweet, bad, good, evil, somewhat romantic (very very somewhat). He got his soul back just for Buffy because he loved her. He saved the world and DIED saving the world. He helped make it possible to save the world too, because Buffy was ready to give up but he just talked her right back up. Buffy and him were great together. I really didn't want him to die. I didn't expect him to die either because in the comic Season 8 wikipedia, it says that Spike is in it and he comes back and blah blah blah. So I thought he would live through it and then Buffy would realize how much she loved him and all that. I can't believe he is deaddddd :c :c :c *sad face*
At least the world was saved I guess? Anya died too.....I didn't like that one either because she was supposed to get back together with Xander. They were great together as well. Faith and Wood are gonna have to just get together for both couples now. I can't believe that Xander didn't even seem too terribly upset at the lose of his girl.
I have a problem with people dying in shows/books that I like! They just shouldn't be allowed to die if I like them. Like the whole Fred thing in Harry Potter you know.....So anyways I must get on with watching more shows, I am watching Angel now. I got to see all the places that Buffy and Angel (the shows not the people) cross like the wikipedias said they did (I liked to read all the wikipedia summaries and then any other information on the page when I was watching the shows)
Winter Break is going to see me watching Angel like crazy.
Thursday, December 15, 2011
FireBreathingDragon part3
Here is the rest of my personality quiz....I decided all these sections were short enough to put them all together ^.^
My Money is...
You're a techie, and you love to have the latest gadgets. If you get some money to spend, chances are it will go on something shiny! When it comes to success, you're balanced and focused. Your glass tends to be half-full, and you're always happy to have it topped off! You see life as a marathon rather than a sprint and tend to think in terms of long-term goals. You put lots of effort into everything you do and get a great sense of fulfillment from the results. You're dedicated and committed, but don't forget to let your hair down every now and again. A little treat is just what you deserve!
My Health is....
Unappealing as it may seem, it would be good to try to be a bit more active every day. You might be surprised at how much you'd actually enjoy regular exercise. It may sound hard to believe, but endorphins are better than chocolate if you just give them a chance! You may even find that you're in a better mood more often. Start off with something that isn't too intimidating, like climbing the stairs instead of taking the elevator. You might even consider signing up for a few personal training sessions in the gym so that you have a program that's tailored just for you. You may need to think about making a few changes what you eat too. Maybe you could try making homemade versions of your favorite restaurant meals to reduce the sodium and fat content and eat healthier without compromising too much on taste.
My Home is...
You love the idea of living somewhere tranquil, perhaps by the sea. Taking life at a slower pace, being out in the fresh air and waking up to amazing views every single day would suit your romantic nature. It's the simple pleasures in life that can be the most meaningful for you and that help focus you.
My Entertainment is...
Asking about the latest book you're reading is probably the best way to get you talking! What better way to chill out and unwind than a good book that takes you faraway from everyday life? Escapism at its best!
My Style is...
You're a bit of a homebody, most comfortable chilling out in relaxed surroundings with people you know well. After all, your friends are there for you in good times and bad, and spending time with them is important. You're also happy spending a bit of quiet time with a good book or movie to really unwind. But don't forget how much fun it can be to get all dressed up with your girlfriends and hit the dance floor. You can sleep it off on the sofa the next day.
My Travel is...
You have a passion for discovery and living life to the fullest. After all, there's so much to make the most of. Travelling the world is a chance to meet new people. For you, a stranger is just a friend you haven't met yet. When it comes to time off, you know it's precious, so chances are you'll be trying to do as much as you can. Creature comforts are still important to you, so if you can see the world in a bit of luxury, why not?
The results of my quiz have a bunch of pretty pictures playing while I was reading the results.....I would say it's a pretty great quiz, except for the fact that I am obsessed with quizzes so pretty much any quiz is pretty great ^.^ check out the quiz for yourself though....
http://personality.visualdna.com/1/index.php
My Money is...
You're a techie, and you love to have the latest gadgets. If you get some money to spend, chances are it will go on something shiny! When it comes to success, you're balanced and focused. Your glass tends to be half-full, and you're always happy to have it topped off! You see life as a marathon rather than a sprint and tend to think in terms of long-term goals. You put lots of effort into everything you do and get a great sense of fulfillment from the results. You're dedicated and committed, but don't forget to let your hair down every now and again. A little treat is just what you deserve!
My Health is....
Unappealing as it may seem, it would be good to try to be a bit more active every day. You might be surprised at how much you'd actually enjoy regular exercise. It may sound hard to believe, but endorphins are better than chocolate if you just give them a chance! You may even find that you're in a better mood more often. Start off with something that isn't too intimidating, like climbing the stairs instead of taking the elevator. You might even consider signing up for a few personal training sessions in the gym so that you have a program that's tailored just for you. You may need to think about making a few changes what you eat too. Maybe you could try making homemade versions of your favorite restaurant meals to reduce the sodium and fat content and eat healthier without compromising too much on taste.
My Home is...
You love the idea of living somewhere tranquil, perhaps by the sea. Taking life at a slower pace, being out in the fresh air and waking up to amazing views every single day would suit your romantic nature. It's the simple pleasures in life that can be the most meaningful for you and that help focus you.
My Entertainment is...
Asking about the latest book you're reading is probably the best way to get you talking! What better way to chill out and unwind than a good book that takes you faraway from everyday life? Escapism at its best!
My Style is...
You're a bit of a homebody, most comfortable chilling out in relaxed surroundings with people you know well. After all, your friends are there for you in good times and bad, and spending time with them is important. You're also happy spending a bit of quiet time with a good book or movie to really unwind. But don't forget how much fun it can be to get all dressed up with your girlfriends and hit the dance floor. You can sleep it off on the sofa the next day.
My Travel is...
You have a passion for discovery and living life to the fullest. After all, there's so much to make the most of. Travelling the world is a chance to meet new people. For you, a stranger is just a friend you haven't met yet. When it comes to time off, you know it's precious, so chances are you'll be trying to do as much as you can. Creature comforts are still important to you, so if you can see the world in a bit of luxury, why not?
The results of my quiz have a bunch of pretty pictures playing while I was reading the results.....I would say it's a pretty great quiz, except for the fact that I am obsessed with quizzes so pretty much any quiz is pretty great ^.^ check out the quiz for yourself though....
http://personality.visualdna.com/1/index.php
FireBreathingDragon Part2
Here's my relationship personality quiz result thingy.....
My Relationship is....
You believe in happy endings. By being yourself and feeling comfortable in your skin, you will give off positive energy and attract the kind of love you deserve. As a True Romantic, you've got a whole lot of love to give and like to jump in feet first. You have strong instincts and a good understanding of who you are and what you want from life. You like to follow your dreams and believe in happy endings. You are expressive and would like a relationship that's very open and honest. Intense experiences appeal to your sensual side. It's all about immersing yourself in the fairy-tale feelings of being in love. For you, it's the little things that make being in love so special: a sunset stroll on a beach, holding hands at the movies and feeling protected and cared for.
Relationship tips:
So you're a True Romantic but what tips can we give for when you're looking for love?
- Be natural. Begin by making friends. That way you can enjoy being yourself as you gradually explore whether there's a deeper potential between you.
- You are naturally warm and trusting. Just make sure to follow your instincts and listen to your head as well as your heart before diving in too deep.
- It's the little things that count. It's time to let your thoughtfulness shine. Get ready to woo with lots of tender words and surprising gifts.
- Express yourself! You have a natural flair for communication. This is your chance to connect. Be open, friendly and easygoing.
FireBreathingDragon? Personality Quiz!
So I took a personality quiz. Here are my results ^.^ There is like a million areas that it covered so it is really really long.....so I am just putting it up in the sections that they have it broken down into....
My Spirit is.....
My Spirit is.....
You're a Seeker. Committed and focused you're hard-working and have a real passion for expanding your horizons. You have impressive levels of motivation and enthusiasm that inspires others. A sensitive soul with an expressive nature, you tend to be quite a romantic at heart. Sometimes you love nothing more than escaping into your very own dreamworld. Spontaneous new experiences can be really inspiring to you and you like exploring your creative side from time to time. Right now, you may feel like life's a bit boring. You're stuck in the same old routine and could probably do with bit of a change. A healthy relationship really is the bedrock of a happy home, but it also takes a lot of energy and commitment to maintain. Make sure that with all the other distractions, your love life doesn't end up at the bottom of the list. It's important to remember to tap into your inner strength and to believe in yourself. Take on new challenges and stay stimulated so you remain enthusiastic and inspired by life. As a Seeker, you get excited by new ideas. You like adventure and original experiences that stimulate and challenge your status quo. Stay inspired with a rich mix of activities, and find time for hobbies that allow you to explore your creative side. Learn to recognize when you need variety in your life, and then incorporate it into your daily plans. There's no better way to feel centered and balanced than to spend some time out in the fresh air. You understand that a change of scenery can reinvigorate you and remind you of what matters most in the world. Remember, it's not a luxury but a necessity, so allow yourself that quiet time as often as you can.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Glooms
Well all I want to do right now is curl up in a ball and bawl my eyes out. I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. I really don't want to go to school ever again. I don't want to face people ever again actually. I just want to be left alone. I want to feel fine. I want to be okay, but I'm not. There's something wrong with me and I don't want other people to know about it. It's getting to big though. All I want to do is cry and cry and cry. You probably know how hard it is not to cry when that's all you want to do. Crying isn't going to help me feel better, and yet that's all I want to do.
I don't want to work on my homework. I am stressing about everything. I am super depressed but don't feel like taking the medication I am not even supposed to have anymore. I really wish I was okay. I really wish I could face people without feeling the urge to cry, but every time I have looked someone in the eye today all I wanted to do was burst out crying. My emotions are on overload again, and I need break to hurry up and get here before I break more than I already am broken.
I'm just a broken record and I don't know how much longer I will be able to continue on this way. I need a break from school.....I need a break from people.....I need to be left alone so I can get control of myself.
I have to do homework though. I have to talk with people everyday. I have to pretend like everything is okay. I have to go to the one place that I feel my life slipping away from me at. I have to go to the place that just makes me more and more depressed. I have to ignore what I need. I have to be the person people expect me to me. I need to be saved from myself now. I need to be saved from everyone. There's no one to save me though because everyone else has their own problems to deal with. No one cares about the problems that I am having. No one cares that I am on the edge of survival. That I keep falling down and no one is there to pick me back up.
I don't want to work on my homework. I am stressing about everything. I am super depressed but don't feel like taking the medication I am not even supposed to have anymore. I really wish I was okay. I really wish I could face people without feeling the urge to cry, but every time I have looked someone in the eye today all I wanted to do was burst out crying. My emotions are on overload again, and I need break to hurry up and get here before I break more than I already am broken.
I'm just a broken record and I don't know how much longer I will be able to continue on this way. I need a break from school.....I need a break from people.....I need to be left alone so I can get control of myself.
I have to do homework though. I have to talk with people everyday. I have to pretend like everything is okay. I have to go to the one place that I feel my life slipping away from me at. I have to go to the place that just makes me more and more depressed. I have to ignore what I need. I have to be the person people expect me to me. I need to be saved from myself now. I need to be saved from everyone. There's no one to save me though because everyone else has their own problems to deal with. No one cares about the problems that I am having. No one cares that I am on the edge of survival. That I keep falling down and no one is there to pick me back up.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Fire Codes aren't meant to be followed
Well today on my way home from school, I had to go from 55mph to 35mph in a matter of seconds because some asshole decided to turn RIGHT in front of me to get on the highway going the opposite direction. It wouldn't have been that bad except for the fact that there was a car that had pulled out of the same place right before him and was going slow. The car that pulled out didn't care that I was right there. He didn't even wait for the car in front of him to get all the way into the other lane. He pretty much had to slow down in the middle of the highway to let the car in front of him hurry up and speed up. I was so lucky that my dad fixed my breaks this weekend or I might have killed them.....fml
Before that...well kind of after that, but it always happens. There is this red truck that is parted very very close to the turn off to the school from the highway. This means that you sometimes have to come to a complete stop when making this turn in order not to hit the people that are going around the truck. This truck really is a safety hazard... Someone is sure to just slide right into it over the winter and it will be their fault when it was really just the person who parked it there's fault. I don't understand why they part there. There is open driveway space, if they live in those houses there, and they are parking right outside a parking lot. The parking lot of a funeral home to be exact, but that doesn't matter.
Anyways, tonight I went to my little sister's band concert and I wasn't in the best mood. This being because I almost died by some dumbass, the guy who pulled out in front of me, and so I was just a tad bit rude. That isn't what bugged me about the band concert though. I find it extremely rude when people don't stay for the whole concert. It drives me insane when they leave after their child plays and don't stay to watch everyone else. Well this year there are so many parents that in the program for the concert, it tells you to leave after your child is done playing. I wanted to stay and watch everyone else, but I couldn't because there isn't enough room for everyone. We break the fire code just being in the auditorium since it is so old and then we break the limited capacity. So I was in a place that would have been awful if there was a fire, I would probably have died. There really wasn't much room when it was just the 6th grader's families in there....
So before that I had robotics. They gave me the job of making a video for our team. I can't make GOOD videos, so I frustrated myself with trying to make it. Then there are the problems of people never wearing goggles so I can't put those pictures in the video either.
Also, one of my best friends I haven't seen for the last two days, which makes me really worried about him. I just want to have a short conversation with him so that he knows I care. He isn't answering his cell phone when I text him either. I really wish I could get a hold of him without seeming really obtrusive....
And I'm stressing about the fact that I don't know my PreCalc chapter at all and I am super confused on Honors Chemistry again.
All in all, I am just not having a good day today.
Before that...well kind of after that, but it always happens. There is this red truck that is parted very very close to the turn off to the school from the highway. This means that you sometimes have to come to a complete stop when making this turn in order not to hit the people that are going around the truck. This truck really is a safety hazard... Someone is sure to just slide right into it over the winter and it will be their fault when it was really just the person who parked it there's fault. I don't understand why they part there. There is open driveway space, if they live in those houses there, and they are parking right outside a parking lot. The parking lot of a funeral home to be exact, but that doesn't matter.
Anyways, tonight I went to my little sister's band concert and I wasn't in the best mood. This being because I almost died by some dumbass, the guy who pulled out in front of me, and so I was just a tad bit rude. That isn't what bugged me about the band concert though. I find it extremely rude when people don't stay for the whole concert. It drives me insane when they leave after their child plays and don't stay to watch everyone else. Well this year there are so many parents that in the program for the concert, it tells you to leave after your child is done playing. I wanted to stay and watch everyone else, but I couldn't because there isn't enough room for everyone. We break the fire code just being in the auditorium since it is so old and then we break the limited capacity. So I was in a place that would have been awful if there was a fire, I would probably have died. There really wasn't much room when it was just the 6th grader's families in there....
So before that I had robotics. They gave me the job of making a video for our team. I can't make GOOD videos, so I frustrated myself with trying to make it. Then there are the problems of people never wearing goggles so I can't put those pictures in the video either.
Also, one of my best friends I haven't seen for the last two days, which makes me really worried about him. I just want to have a short conversation with him so that he knows I care. He isn't answering his cell phone when I text him either. I really wish I could get a hold of him without seeming really obtrusive....
And I'm stressing about the fact that I don't know my PreCalc chapter at all and I am super confused on Honors Chemistry again.
All in all, I am just not having a good day today.
Monday, December 12, 2011
The Piano Guys
You have to check these guys out! I've only listened to a few of their songs so far...but OH MY GOD they are AWESAUCE! like so superbly the bomb! :) check them out!
Reasons to write....
The reason why I write is to calm myself, to help me forget what I don't wish to remember, to help me think, to keep me sane. I write because it is the only think that makes me want to keep trying. It's the only reason I attempt to do well in life. School is just a downer every day of the week. It's a place I don't want to be. It's a place where I see too much that some people consider jokes and I consider pain. It's a place that I just can't make it through the day without picking up my pencil/pen and my notebook. I have to write because how else am I going to make it through the day? When you take away my privilege to write, you are striping me of my sanity. You are making all my memories come rushing back. I am on the brink of destruction when I take out my pencil/pen at school. The brink of losing control of everything I work so hard to control. That is why I have must my writings. Without them I am nothing but a broken girl who can't do anything but cry. I am my writings. My writings reflect how I am feeling that day. I don't like people to read my writings because they are me and people make fun of me for my writings. Making fun of my writings is making fun of me. The reason I write is to get my emotions out. The reason I write is to save myself. The reason I write is for protection. The reason I write is because I can be myself in my writings. The reason I write is for forgetting. There are so many reasons that I write. There are so many people that want to take it away from me. You have to understand though. I need my writing. I need it.
Friday, December 9, 2011
Here comes the Bride
School Rhymes... I can't remember which one I use to say in elementary school :c I do love Yahoo answers though :)
Here comes the bride
All big and wide
Here come the groom
As skinny as a broom
Here comes the bride
all dressed in pink
open the window
and let out the stink
Here comes the bride
all dressed in white
along comes a turtle
and down comes her girdle
Here comes the bride
to throw away her life
the groom is a baboon
whose mother will soon
destroy your entire life
Here comes the bride,
all dressed in white.
Here comes the groom,
dressed like the moon.
here comes the bride
all fat and wide
kissed her groom
and he turned in to a broom
Here comes the bride!
She came waltzin' down the isle,
in a dress so torn and vile.
The man of her dreams was a nightmare too!
As she gave a shreak and a gastly smile.
here comes the bride
big fat and wide...
she slips on a banana peel
and have a little ride
Here comes the bride,
And her dad with the shot gun.
So you better get your ass off the couch
and just Run Forrest Run!
"Here comes the bride, all dressed in white
Where is the groom?
He's in the bathroom!
Why is he there?
He's in his underwear"
THIS LAST ONE SOUNDS RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE HAVE A WINNER?! i THINK....
Here comes the usher
The ol' toilet flusher!
Here comes the bride
All fat and wide
Got in a taxi
Fell out the other side
Here comes the bride,
dressed all in scales.
If she eats too much cake
she'll look like a whale ...
Here comes the bride,
dressed like a fishy,
she needs to take a bath
'cause she smells fishy-squishy ...
Here comes the bride
in green and yellow hide,
see her slithering
from side to side!
Here comes the bride
She walks with a swish
That isn't her dress
It's the tail of a fish!
Here comes the bride
All big and wide
Here come the groom
As skinny as a broom
Here comes the bride
all dressed in pink
open the window
and let out the stink
Here comes the bride
all dressed in white
along comes a turtle
and down comes her girdle
Here comes the bride
to throw away her life
the groom is a baboon
whose mother will soon
destroy your entire life
Here comes the bride,
all dressed in white.
Here comes the groom,
dressed like the moon.
here comes the bride
all fat and wide
kissed her groom
and he turned in to a broom
Here comes the bride!
She came waltzin' down the isle,
in a dress so torn and vile.
The man of her dreams was a nightmare too!
As she gave a shreak and a gastly smile.
here comes the bride
big fat and wide...
she slips on a banana peel
and have a little ride
Here comes the bride,
And her dad with the shot gun.
So you better get your ass off the couch
and just Run Forrest Run!
"Here comes the bride, all dressed in white
Where is the groom?
He's in the bathroom!
Why is he there?
He's in his underwear"
THIS LAST ONE SOUNDS RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE HAVE A WINNER?! i THINK....
Here comes the usher
The ol' toilet flusher!
Here comes the bride
All fat and wide
Got in a taxi
Fell out the other side
Here comes the bride,
dressed all in scales.
If she eats too much cake
she'll look like a whale ...
Here comes the bride,
dressed like a fishy,
she needs to take a bath
'cause she smells fishy-squishy ...
Here comes the bride
in green and yellow hide,
see her slithering
from side to side!
Here comes the bride
She walks with a swish
That isn't her dress
It's the tail of a fish!
Fun and Fancy Free
I'm watching Disney Movies :D! right now im watching "Fun and Fancy Free." I of course am going to be working on my wattpad story while I do this. I have found that the story, Child Snatchers, that I put on hold for a month now...I want to just restart the whole story. I don't like how I wrote it. I want more details and I just don't like it. So of course I will have to restart it, but I won't until I finish writing it first....then I will start to rewrite it. I guess...I'm not exactly sure. I am all set to spend the weekend in my room without leaving it except for trips to the bathroom, pretty great that. I have a huge pile of oranges, a bag of crackers, and a few more of my Caramel Coffees that I love. Then for a drink I have a whole package of White tea Raspberry flavor in the fridge down here. So I am all set for a week of doing nothing except work. Though I do have to leave my room to do important stuff, like take care of my animals, and go to a chrismas party...all that stuff. Anyways I must get to wattpad...BAI :D
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Oranges
There are oranges randomly placed about my room to make it smell better. I have absolutely no clue where they all are, or how many of them. My little sister was the one that placed them around because she didn't approve of me using candles to make my room smell better. Now my younger brother is trying to find them all. My little sister thinks there are about 8 oranges in my room.....Oranges DONDE ESTAS?!?!?!?!
Reading Suggestion
So you should get to reading this story! It is by a group of girls, epically awesome girls, and you should definitely at least check it out. It will get you hooked, at least it did for me with just the first page of it. So here is the link to The 7th Guardian!
http://www.wattpad.com/2801445-the-7th-guardian
and here is the summary of the story....
"6 friends are put to the test when one of them dies while giving birth now faced with raising a baby and before they realize they start dying off one by one. Leaving the girls to think they are targeted for something bigger then themselves and in order protect what their friend left to them to look over thay enter a world of pain and turmoil deciding that their will whatever they can to guard this baby's lives they call themselves the GUARDIANS."
Now get reading :)
http://www.wattpad.com/2801445-the-7th-guardian
and here is the summary of the story....
"6 friends are put to the test when one of them dies while giving birth now faced with raising a baby and before they realize they start dying off one by one. Leaving the girls to think they are targeted for something bigger then themselves and in order protect what their friend left to them to look over thay enter a world of pain and turmoil deciding that their will whatever they can to guard this baby's lives they call themselves the GUARDIANS."
Now get reading :)
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Important Message to Pass On
I don't know this kid. I just saw this on a facebook page for Jake. It's an important message to share I feel, so here it is....
Monday, December 5, 2011
Fire
Is my best friend....pyromaniacs....BEST FRIENDS!
Not really. Though I must say I have been playing with fire since I got home from school. There is a story behind it though.
See today I woke up to find that my dog had taken a HUGE shit on my floor...and then my little sister opened the door too far and SMEARED it all over. So I had to pick that up before I went to school, almost being late because of that. Then when I got home from school I inspected my room. It still smelled like shit, even though I had the fan on all day. I think it was because I had the door closed though. I should have left the window open, but I would never have regained the little warmth that is in my room. I mean it is FREEZING in my room already, so add the fact that I would have my window open all day letting cold air in it just doesn't sound very fun. So I really didn't like the smell, and I think "What better way to get rid of the smell but by lighting some candles." I love the smell of fire for some reason. It is really strange you know, and the smell does give me headaches. I can't like do huge bonfires because I'll end up coughing like a maniac and such, but the small candles I have work just fine for me. So I lit my candles and have been playing with them ever since I lit them. They really are fun to play with you know. Though I have burned myself a few times. The room does smell better now at least :D! Maybe when I go to sleep it will smell woodsy. I love the smell of woods and for some reason I feel like fire might make it smell like that? I don't know :) Anyways....Fire= life savor!
Not really. Though I must say I have been playing with fire since I got home from school. There is a story behind it though.
See today I woke up to find that my dog had taken a HUGE shit on my floor...and then my little sister opened the door too far and SMEARED it all over. So I had to pick that up before I went to school, almost being late because of that. Then when I got home from school I inspected my room. It still smelled like shit, even though I had the fan on all day. I think it was because I had the door closed though. I should have left the window open, but I would never have regained the little warmth that is in my room. I mean it is FREEZING in my room already, so add the fact that I would have my window open all day letting cold air in it just doesn't sound very fun. So I really didn't like the smell, and I think "What better way to get rid of the smell but by lighting some candles." I love the smell of fire for some reason. It is really strange you know, and the smell does give me headaches. I can't like do huge bonfires because I'll end up coughing like a maniac and such, but the small candles I have work just fine for me. So I lit my candles and have been playing with them ever since I lit them. They really are fun to play with you know. Though I have burned myself a few times. The room does smell better now at least :D! Maybe when I go to sleep it will smell woodsy. I love the smell of woods and for some reason I feel like fire might make it smell like that? I don't know :) Anyways....Fire= life savor!
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Augusto Pinochet and Chili Government thingys
It's research for spanish XD I just copied this from Wikipedia if you are curious on more about this by the way...I just needed a few facts and felt like sharing some of them with ya :)
Augusto José Ramón Pinochet Ugarte, more commonly known as Augusto Pinochet (25 November 1915 – 10 December 2006) was a Chilean army general and dictator who assumed power in a coup d'état on 11 September 1973. He was the Commander-in-Chief of the Chilean army from 1973 to 1990, president of the Government Junta of Chile from 1973 to 1974 and President of the Republic from 1974 until transferring power to a democratically elected president in 1990.
According to a book by Ozren Agnic Krstulovic, weapons including C-4 plastic explosives, RPG-7 and M72 LAW rocket launchers as well as more than three thousand M-16 rifles were smuggled into the country by opponents of the government.
In September, weapons from the same source were used in an unsuccessful assassination attempt against Pinochet by the FPMR. Taken by surprise, five of his military bodyguards were killed. Although Pinochet's Mercedes Benz bulletproof vehicle was struck by a rocket, it did not explode, and Pinochet suffered only minor injuries, managing to escape
Pinochet's regime was responsible for various human rights abuses during its reign including murder and torture of political opponents. According to a government commission report that included testimony from more than 30,000 people, Pinochet's government killed at least 3,197 people and tortured about 29,000. Two-thirds of the cases listed in the report happened in 1973.
Okay bored of looking stuff up about that kid. He wasn't really that interesting to me when I was just glancing through his stuff XD
Augusto José Ramón Pinochet Ugarte, more commonly known as Augusto Pinochet (25 November 1915 – 10 December 2006) was a Chilean army general and dictator who assumed power in a coup d'état on 11 September 1973. He was the Commander-in-Chief of the Chilean army from 1973 to 1990, president of the Government Junta of Chile from 1973 to 1974 and President of the Republic from 1974 until transferring power to a democratically elected president in 1990.
According to a book by Ozren Agnic Krstulovic, weapons including C-4 plastic explosives, RPG-7 and M72 LAW rocket launchers as well as more than three thousand M-16 rifles were smuggled into the country by opponents of the government.
In September, weapons from the same source were used in an unsuccessful assassination attempt against Pinochet by the FPMR. Taken by surprise, five of his military bodyguards were killed. Although Pinochet's Mercedes Benz bulletproof vehicle was struck by a rocket, it did not explode, and Pinochet suffered only minor injuries, managing to escape
Pinochet's regime was responsible for various human rights abuses during its reign including murder and torture of political opponents. According to a government commission report that included testimony from more than 30,000 people, Pinochet's government killed at least 3,197 people and tortured about 29,000. Two-thirds of the cases listed in the report happened in 1973.
Okay bored of looking stuff up about that kid. He wasn't really that interesting to me when I was just glancing through his stuff XD
Snow....
Snow is dumb
Snow is ikky
Snow is cold
Snow is wet
Snow is white
Snow is icey
Snow causes accidents
Snow causes just problems in general
I hate snow
and Snow hates me.
Snow is ikky
Snow is cold
Snow is wet
Snow is white
Snow is icey
Snow causes accidents
Snow causes just problems in general
I hate snow
and Snow hates me.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Wunderground!
Yes....I'm "working" on my earth science by looking up weather shit on this website called Wunderground. I haven't decided why I am taking this class yet since it totally is awful....And...this was someone's facebook status...I don't approve of it but I feel like someone needs to be told that it's inappropriate to have on your status so I must post this so that everyone knows what NOT to put on your status...Don't read this if you don't want your childhood ruined....
  A definition used to describe drunk elephants that are not secure in the restictions of the law. If an elephant drinks more than 30 units of alchol, he is a purple elephant
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Monday, November 28, 2011
...venting
I can only take so much. I can only let people push me around so much. I don't know how to react when people push me around. I don't know how to react when I have had enough. So I just get pissed, and I mean really pissed. I get so pissed I can feel myself on the edge of crying. That's the point I got to at school today. There's a reason why I can't do school. I can't handle the people there. I can't be pushed around all the time. I can't be told I suck all the time. I know that I suck okay people! You have told me enough, I think that I have gotten that through my head. If I haven't by now then you might as well give up because I sure as fuck ain't going to be getting it through my head then. So just leave me alone. Stop pushing me around. Stop causing me pain that isn't necessary. I don't want it. I don't like it. I don't need it.
Friday, November 25, 2011
You know you're a writer when....
You know you're a writer when...
- You have 5-20 characters living inside of your head and they have opinions on EVERYTHING that happens in reality.
- You say you have to write, your friends tell you don't have to and you stare at them blankly for a moment before shaking your head in shame at their inferiority.
- you have 7 thesaurus tabs open on your computer and it's still not enough (but you can't have very many more or firefox will crash again)
- you correct peoples grammar in the middle of casual conversations.
-You lie awake at night worrying about how your main character will get out of their most recent sticky situation.
-You find yourself staring into someone's eyes, wondering how you will convey the color in your novel.
-When you randomly mention not knowing something about your character or plot, people say "Well you're the author, you're in control" and you stare at them for a minute, confused.
-You spend more time with your characters than real people.
-You spend days locked in your room doing nothing but writing.
-You lie in bed with your earphones plugged in and you try to imagine your book as a movie.
-You try to fix your life by trying to act more like one of your characters who are more successful at life then you.
-You smuggle the family laptop into your room, long after bedtime, to write.
-You sit down, spend thirty minutes with a blank page, then suddenly write a really long chapter exactly when you're supposed to go to bed.
-You're friends call you a loner for writing at the library during break...
-Your personal hygiene is substandard. Because all that time doing silly things like "brushing your teeth" or "taking a shower" can be used FOR WRITING!!
-You keep a recorder near your bed to get your ideas down if you wake up at 1AM trying to figure out the next event of your book...
-You figured out every thought, idea, and opinion you couldn't say out loud, could be splattered onto paper, and would always sound so much better when read.
-Fiction and reality begin to fade, when black and white turn to grey, and when you look past people's appearances and into their soul.When words become art, and when you find yourself wishing to belong to the world you've created.
-You never know what your characters are going to do next.
-You forget to sleep because you're writing.
-Seemingly irrelevant things inspire ideas for a new story.
-Everyone around you thinks you're insane when you refer to your characters as 'voices in your head.'
-You know what a plot bunny is and rightfully fear it.
-You have the capacity to write and use it PROPERLY.
-You have a notebook full of detailed ideas for books you have never written yet
-You begin to describe things in your life with inexplicably strange and atypical adjectives you would never use in your everyday conversations
-You're trying to find out what a character will look like/be named and then you see someone and base a character off of them
-You turn to your MC and ask him/her what s/he would do in a situation.
-You refer to yourself and others in the third person.
-Keys are faded/missing on your keyboard because you type so much.
-You read books you know are bad so you can know what not to do.
-You're well-versed in classic literature so you can quote or borrow plot elements from it.
-Your Google search history shows the most random things, often times things that would concern others (such as "Deadliest poison in the world" and "Effect of [chemical] on body" etc).
-You stay up late writing, wake up the next morning, and not recognize your writing.
-You listen to a song and think "This totally explains [character]'s situation/life story!"
-As your walking along the street you randomly find yourself descriptively narrating everything/ everyone you see in your head.
-You feel a swell of anger when someone uses the words 'they're'/ 'there' and 'you're'/ 'your' wrong.
-After coming out of a funny/ sad/ ecstatic strange situation you immediately wonder how you could effectively convey it in a short story.
-You have a thesaurus/ dictionary in your room...and you actually use it.
-Your arms are constantly covered in little scribbled ink notes of words or phrases you heard that could be used in your book because you didn't have paper handy.
-You find yourself on a NaNoWriMo forum
-You stay up all night writing, just because you're on a roll
-You're constantly thinking about your novel, characters, and writing in general
-You'd rather stay inside and write then go out with friends
-You accidentally use thesaurus words in daily language
-You sit at home all weekend writing your little heart out because the ideas just keep coming, or the ideas have come but you don't want to stop for anything.
-You suddenly freak out because you think you've misplaced your flash drive, even though its still in your bag (this has happened to me before, quite scary)
-You pull out the old thesaurus to help out a decent sentence that could be great if only that one word was a little bigger.
-Someone comes along and really likes something you wrote, even if you wrote in two minutes just for fun.
-You're in the middle of something (anything), and suddenly you're like "HOLY SHOOT BRB I JUST GOT AN IDEA!" and run straight to your computer.
-Your art projects begin to reflect what happens in your novel.
-You give everyone you meet a complex back story that follows the "Hero's Journey" format.
-You become completely absorbed in pop culture from the time period you write about.
-Your conversations with friends turn to 'Who defiled my notebook with 'Bossasaurus Rex?'
-You open your lunchbox, take out your sandwich, and forget to eat it because a character is in trouble.
-You dress completely differently for a day to know your character better.
-You watch TV and a character on a show says something and you think 'That would be a good title for my next book!'
-You find yourself having dreams inside your book.
-You fall asleep on your computer.
-You randomly start talking about your MC and the other person stares at you and asks "What are you talking about?" So you just stare at them and imagine which character they would be in your book.
-None of your friends know what NaNoWriMo stands for but you.
-You think about your MC's life situation more than your own.
-Your characters come and visit you... When no one else is in the room, of course.
-You are more concerned with your novel than the real world.
-Something happens, and you immediately rush to the computer because it fits perfectly into your story.
-No one knows what you're talking about the vast majority of the time.
Some of those might be repeats...I just felt like compiling a list that others had already started...I just made the list more complete with everyone's thoughts is all...if you have more to add let me know :D
- You have 5-20 characters living inside of your head and they have opinions on EVERYTHING that happens in reality.
- You say you have to write, your friends tell you don't have to and you stare at them blankly for a moment before shaking your head in shame at their inferiority.
- you have 7 thesaurus tabs open on your computer and it's still not enough (but you can't have very many more or firefox will crash again)
- you correct peoples grammar in the middle of casual conversations.
-You lie awake at night worrying about how your main character will get out of their most recent sticky situation.
-You find yourself staring into someone's eyes, wondering how you will convey the color in your novel.
-When you randomly mention not knowing something about your character or plot, people say "Well you're the author, you're in control" and you stare at them for a minute, confused.
-You spend more time with your characters than real people.
-You spend days locked in your room doing nothing but writing.
-You lie in bed with your earphones plugged in and you try to imagine your book as a movie.
-You try to fix your life by trying to act more like one of your characters who are more successful at life then you.
-You smuggle the family laptop into your room, long after bedtime, to write.
-You sit down, spend thirty minutes with a blank page, then suddenly write a really long chapter exactly when you're supposed to go to bed.
-You're friends call you a loner for writing at the library during break...
-Your personal hygiene is substandard. Because all that time doing silly things like "brushing your teeth" or "taking a shower" can be used FOR WRITING!!
-You keep a recorder near your bed to get your ideas down if you wake up at 1AM trying to figure out the next event of your book...
-You figured out every thought, idea, and opinion you couldn't say out loud, could be splattered onto paper, and would always sound so much better when read.
-Fiction and reality begin to fade, when black and white turn to grey, and when you look past people's appearances and into their soul.When words become art, and when you find yourself wishing to belong to the world you've created.
-You never know what your characters are going to do next.
-You forget to sleep because you're writing.
-Seemingly irrelevant things inspire ideas for a new story.
-Everyone around you thinks you're insane when you refer to your characters as 'voices in your head.'
-You know what a plot bunny is and rightfully fear it.
-You have the capacity to write and use it PROPERLY.
-You have a notebook full of detailed ideas for books you have never written yet
-You begin to describe things in your life with inexplicably strange and atypical adjectives you would never use in your everyday conversations
-You're trying to find out what a character will look like/be named and then you see someone and base a character off of them
-You turn to your MC and ask him/her what s/he would do in a situation.
-You refer to yourself and others in the third person.
-Keys are faded/missing on your keyboard because you type so much.
-You read books you know are bad so you can know what not to do.
-You're well-versed in classic literature so you can quote or borrow plot elements from it.
-Your Google search history shows the most random things, often times things that would concern others (such as "Deadliest poison in the world" and "Effect of [chemical] on body" etc).
-You stay up late writing, wake up the next morning, and not recognize your writing.
-You listen to a song and think "This totally explains [character]'s situation/life story!"
-As your walking along the street you randomly find yourself descriptively narrating everything/ everyone you see in your head.
-You feel a swell of anger when someone uses the words 'they're'/ 'there' and 'you're'/ 'your' wrong.
-After coming out of a funny/ sad/ ecstatic strange situation you immediately wonder how you could effectively convey it in a short story.
-You have a thesaurus/ dictionary in your room...and you actually use it.
-Your arms are constantly covered in little scribbled ink notes of words or phrases you heard that could be used in your book because you didn't have paper handy.
-You find yourself on a NaNoWriMo forum
-You stay up all night writing, just because you're on a roll
-You're constantly thinking about your novel, characters, and writing in general
-You'd rather stay inside and write then go out with friends
-You accidentally use thesaurus words in daily language
-You sit at home all weekend writing your little heart out because the ideas just keep coming, or the ideas have come but you don't want to stop for anything.
-You suddenly freak out because you think you've misplaced your flash drive, even though its still in your bag (this has happened to me before, quite scary)
-You pull out the old thesaurus to help out a decent sentence that could be great if only that one word was a little bigger.
-Someone comes along and really likes something you wrote, even if you wrote in two minutes just for fun.
-You're in the middle of something (anything), and suddenly you're like "HOLY SHOOT BRB I JUST GOT AN IDEA!" and run straight to your computer.
-Your art projects begin to reflect what happens in your novel.
-You give everyone you meet a complex back story that follows the "Hero's Journey" format.
-You become completely absorbed in pop culture from the time period you write about.
-Your conversations with friends turn to 'Who defiled my notebook with 'Bossasaurus Rex?'
-You open your lunchbox, take out your sandwich, and forget to eat it because a character is in trouble.
-You dress completely differently for a day to know your character better.
-You watch TV and a character on a show says something and you think 'That would be a good title for my next book!'
-You find yourself having dreams inside your book.
-You fall asleep on your computer.
-You randomly start talking about your MC and the other person stares at you and asks "What are you talking about?" So you just stare at them and imagine which character they would be in your book.
-None of your friends know what NaNoWriMo stands for but you.
-You think about your MC's life situation more than your own.
-Your characters come and visit you... When no one else is in the room, of course.
-You are more concerned with your novel than the real world.
-Something happens, and you immediately rush to the computer because it fits perfectly into your story.
-No one knows what you're talking about the vast majority of the time.
Some of those might be repeats...I just felt like compiling a list that others had already started...I just made the list more complete with everyone's thoughts is all...if you have more to add let me know :D
Monday, November 21, 2011
Purring Cats
Did you know that apparently when cats purr, it can restore bone and muscle shtuff? I learned all about it XD NOT. I just read some strange article about it...here's what it said.
Various investigators have shown that sound frequencies in this range can improve bone density and promote healing.
This association between the frequencies of cats' purrs and improved healing of bones and muscles may provide help for some humans. Bone density loss and muscle atrophy is a serious concern for astronauts during extended periods at zero gravity.
Because cats have adapted to conserve energy via long periods of rest and sleep, it is possible that purring is a low energy mechanism that stimulates muscles and bones without a lot of energy. The durability of the cat has facilitated the notion that cats have "nine lives" and a common veterinary legend holds that cats are able to reassemble their bones when placed in the same room with all their parts. Purring may provide a basis for this feline mythology. Although it is tempting to state that cats purr because they are happy, it is more plausible that cat purring is a means of communication and a potential source of self-healing.
http://www.scientificamerican.com/article.cfm?id=why-do-cats-purr
This is what I'm doing in Earth Science right now....I have to do the whole month of November with this website. http://www.wunderground.com/history/airport/KCID/2011/11/10/MonthlyHistory.html
CAT PICTURE TIME!
The angel cat is wallpaper in cause you were curious XD http://images.fanpop.com/images/image_uploads/Cat-Wallpaper-cats-636603_1024_768.jpg
Various investigators have shown that sound frequencies in this range can improve bone density and promote healing.
This association between the frequencies of cats' purrs and improved healing of bones and muscles may provide help for some humans. Bone density loss and muscle atrophy is a serious concern for astronauts during extended periods at zero gravity.
Because cats have adapted to conserve energy via long periods of rest and sleep, it is possible that purring is a low energy mechanism that stimulates muscles and bones without a lot of energy. The durability of the cat has facilitated the notion that cats have "nine lives" and a common veterinary legend holds that cats are able to reassemble their bones when placed in the same room with all their parts. Purring may provide a basis for this feline mythology. Although it is tempting to state that cats purr because they are happy, it is more plausible that cat purring is a means of communication and a potential source of self-healing.
http://www.scientificamerican.com/article.cfm?id=why-do-cats-purr
This is what I'm doing in Earth Science right now....I have to do the whole month of November with this website. http://www.wunderground.com/history/airport/KCID/2011/11/10/MonthlyHistory.html
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