...venting

I can only take so much. I can only let people push me around so much. I don't know how to react when people push me around. I don't know how to react when I have had enough. So I just get pissed, and I mean really pissed. I get so pissed I can feel myself on the edge of crying. That's the point I got to at school today. There's a reason why I can't do school. I can't handle the people there. I can't be pushed around all the time. I can't be told I suck all the time. I know that I suck okay people! You have told me enough, I think that I have gotten that through my head. If I haven't by now then you might as well give up because I sure as fuck ain't going to be getting it through my head then. So just leave me alone. Stop pushing me around. Stop causing me pain that isn't necessary. I don't want it. I don't like it. I don't need it.