Failed again.

This is interesting...I wish I could think that way.

I don't actually have anything to say. I am at a complete loss for words right now. I don't know what to say anymore. I feel like I'm failing. I'm supposed to help. I'm supposed to be helping. Yet I feel like I am failing. I feel like everything I say is just ignored. I feel like I can't help from such a far away distance. I want to help, I really do. I don't know why I can't do anything right, but I have failed again. I just keep failing. I can't do anything right. I can't help. I can't save them. WHY CAN'T I HELP! It doesn't just bug me that I can't help, that I keep failing them. It hurts to know I am failing them. It hurts to know that I can't help them, that I can't save them. I want to help so badly, but everything that I say, it isn't helping. It isn't helping....I can't do it....It hurts so much to know that I have failed them. I don't want to fail them. I want to help.