This is just a blog for me to write about how I'm doing with my life and to take out my stress and problems, since I just bottle everything up inside me and never saying much of anything. I'm great at giving information about myself :P.
I am a very depressing person and make myself feel horrible at times. I have a low self-esteem and like no confidence. I hate speaking in front of people even if its a topic that I know a lot about. The people in my school I feel hate me, just like everyone else. I just have a bad view on my life I guess and want to find my life's meaning.
I play the cello, piano, and clarinet. I can speak Spanish a little and I want to go to a foreign country and see the world. I want to feel loved because I feel like everyone hates me.
I'm a writer who can't stay on one topic for very long and my thoughts always seem to be really jumbled up together. I have an account on this website called "Wattpad." That is where I post all of my stories that I love so much. There is two widgets found on here with links to me on Wattpad. My name is DreamingAlways. I love to read and draw pictures too.
I want to be a social worker. I have one year of school left. When I go on to college, I plan on majoring in Social Work and Spanish. I'm still debating on Spanish actually, I'm not sure if I want to or not. I want to become uberly fluent in Spanish though, so I probably will stay in it.
This summer I went to Guatemala for a Spanish Trip. This trip definitely made me want to major in Spanish more than I already did. If I can't handle a week in a different country with friends and talking in Spanish, I doubt I will be able to handle becoming a Spanish major. I'm not sure I can do well with majoring in Spanish, since I barely talked in Guatemala because of my quiet personality, but I am going to try!
I am really full of words at times and have a huge imagination. I can get along with pretty much anybody and if I can't it is really obvious that I can't. Some people make me feel super depressed so I just ignore them. Me being full of words you will hear from me soon...until then... :)
